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Most of my songs have either been about or have referenced the same person. This is a song about being frustrated with that and my living situation. I wrote this on my 25th Birthday.

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If you would've asked me two or three or
four or five or six or seven or
EIGHT years ago where I would
be when I turned twenty five I
probably never would have guessed that
I'd still be living with my
Dad
that I'd still be living off of my
Dad

If you see me in two, three
four, five, six or seven or
EIGHT years from now and I'm still
writing those arctic songs about that girl that I
dated when I was just, nineteen
I should break my guitar and never sing another
song
I will smash my guitar and never write another
song

because there is more to this lyfe
than failed relationships

We should not dwell on the paaaaa-aaaaa
-ast, cause once it's done it's done
when it's done it's done
when they're gone they're gone

we need to learn to leeeeeeee-eee-
-et, go of the ones we love
if we truly love them
then we will let them go

and it's haaaaaaard to move on
and it's haaaaaaard to let go
and it's haaaaaaard to move on
and it's haaaaaaard to let go
and it's haaaaaaard to move on
and it's haaaaaaard to let go

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from I'm Afraid to Be Alive, released April 1, 2014
guitar for "we should not dwell on the past" part written by Adam Heinrichsen

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DIY Folk-Punk // Anti-Folk // Honesty Folk from Oregon.

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