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Metamorphosis

from Hanging Man by Self Proclaimed Narcissist

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if i go on living this life the way that im currently living my life then i am afraid that someone somewhere sometime will go and remove me from this skin of mine and ill wake up in the afternoon wearing a hardened sclerite skin suit repulsed ill veer back on that amtrak throttle and in an attempt to destroy this new skin of mine eviction notice no bugs allowed you look rather decrepit in this old house the exterminator will somehow be here sometime to snort all of these drugs at three in the am and all of these possessions i do not need but if this was the life that i was meant to lead then god why oh why did you even bother to make me were all parasites im a parasite were all parasites until you see us metamorphosize in my mind i cannot see the difference between you and me until i peer right inside your lie and discover that youre not the same man as i with a malice filled rock pumping hate through them veins and dust filled lungs its such a shame that i can not will not have not accepted that im as empty as the man that i wish i werent at all five suits and a tie in a four inch room one noose fitted true i must leave you no oxygen in this haggard den i will asphyxiate before your judgemental eyes/lies your depiction of perfection i do not need so surely this is the life i was meant to lead so why oh why did you lose all faith in me in this life that i lead it just does not make sense to me how you could live your life the way that you live your life it feels so hollow to me but i will not change a thing i dont wanna change i like the man that i became maybe one day i will see that theres more here than you and theres more here than me or atleast thats what i'd like to believe it is just so hard to be the man that i was the man that i am or the man that wish that i could be it feels so good just like the way it should but it is so messed up it feels so right just like it will tonight but i can assure you its so far from right

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from Hanging Man, released May 19, 2011

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DIY Folk-Punk // Anti-Folk // Honesty Folk from Oregon.

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