well i dont if could live anymore and i still dont understand how you ever left this morgue and i know that i knew that one day itd come true and this caterpillar would have one day flew far away to the northern coast and left me all alone here in this morgue and i know that i knew that one day itd come true and id finally learn the truth about me so i hate myself and all that i am every hair follicle and every carbon based atom and i hate myself for who ive become because of the wrongs that they have allowed me to have done i deserve to be alone in this frigid iced drawer after that look in your eyes i belong here in this morgue ive always been honest yet ive never spoke the truth so how can i ever expect someone to ever love me true when i dont love myself like debra loves her brother ill be all alone ill always be alone but atleast i can take some solace in this pain that is all mine cause it truely is all mine for it is unique to me no one will ever know what its like to be me despite our similarities i promise that were all unique i can leave my house and go from one coast to the other but it will not change a thing cause every citys just the same just another carbon copy of the woes ive left behind suffocating and erradicating all of my kind and here i am once again prepared to learn what i learned before were all monsters at least sometimes