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I spent the last year in exile try-
ing to pull myself up out
of this shit, before I
drown, myself

There are people in this world who
sincerely wish that I
did drown myself and
cease, to exist

but if I believed what they believe is the
truth about me, then I
promise you, I promise you that
I, would too

but I don't really wanna talk about
any of that shit, no
I just miss
my, Grandma

For nearly 30 years she was my mom, and for
nearly 30 years I was another
undeserving son, I
was, a lucky one.

I spent 27 trying to
be a pro gamer, OH LOOK AT ME!
and I spent 28 truly
living, the dream

But 29 was the worst GOD DAMN YEAR
I have lived so far! and with the
snap of a hand, I lost myself and I
lost, so many more

I've done such a good job, such a such a good job
self medicating, by
repressing, escaping, and
drinking, drinking, drinking

I don't like
who I've been, and
I don't like,
who I am

but YOU CAN'T STOP TRYING NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY, so
I'll keep on trying.....

to be the one that I wanted to be, to
be the one she always thought I was, to
be the one that I still hope that I can become.

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from the death of​.​.​., released October 10, 2022

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DIY Folk-Punk // Anti-Folk // Honesty Folk from Oregon.

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